Growing up is scary.

No, seriously. If you really think about it, it can be really intimidating. College, generally that blind dive into the real world, is a huge step from high school. No parents, no home-cooked meals at least once a week, no completely slacking off; different rules, different people, different setting, different life all together.

Don't get me wrong, I am totally stoked for college; I really don't even know if I can say how excited I am for it. Especially because I love York and I made it into the Concert Choir and I have friends there already and it's everything I want. It's just going to take so much getting used to. It'll definitely make me realize how much I really took everything for granted. And even though I always say stuff like I'm not coming back very often and I'm just ready to get away, I know that once I'm gone I'll miss it... and I'll come back to visit as much as I can.

One more day of high school and two half days of finals left. Graduation is in twelve days. Oh my gosh.