Change pretty much sucks.

My family is moving to Texas. Daddy starts working there in a week.

I have to pack not only my college stuff, but all my other stuff as well, within two weeks.

I'm having second thoughts about York. Maybe not so much about York as about OC. Like: Did I really think enough about this decision? Did I really think about OC enough? Because over the past week I've been thinking about OC a lot. And I love it there, too. Should I ever transfer there? If I do, do I need to wait a semester or a year or two years or never? I really have no idea what's going on in my head. Maybe just the jitters? Except I'm not nervous about going away to college anywhere, so that's probably not it.

I don't know. So much is going on, and that's why I haven't written here in a while.

I don't like change. And I don't like not knowing what to do. And I definitely don't like feeling so confused.